Dreams

Dreams since I was little of the mother I'd one day be, whether for one, two or three, I never dreamed there'd be no guarantee.

I got those pluses on the stick, unfortunately I was told you just didn't stick. I'll never feel your kick in my tummy as you grow, I never have to buy larger clothing to accommodate my body as you show. Motion sickness I never had, although that is something not too bad. C-section or labor whichever your birth, would have been worth it to have you here on this earth.

The time you were loved was short but intense. The devastation and pain of your loss is immense. There will always be a footprint left on our hearts. You staying here with us wasnt in the universe’s charts.

My heart is broken, about this I have not spoken. I've tried to stay strong, it's been way too long. I need to talk about this, but it surely won't be bliss. Hardest thing I've ever done, but I think it would be hard for anyone.